Waking up from nightmares of love,
Muscles cramping,
And screams that cannot be retained,
Concealed.
.
.
Tears drying on the pillow,
Life lost with regret,
Wishing I was more,
Knowing I am not.
.
.
Wandering lost in the cold,
No amount of fever
Will cure
Dying.
.
.
Wanting to cry,
But unable,
Good reason or not:
Strong.
.
.
Lift me, turn me,
Rip me apart with memories,
And leave me tortured with what
Was not.
.
.
I know what
Heaven is.
And it’s
Too far away.
.
.
Maniacal laughing,
Painful sobbing,
And I just want Eternity
To end. |
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