So it's time to wind down another Hate Week. Frankly, I don't mind that it's over. I find that the best way for me to get through life is pretend like the rest of the world doesn't exist.
When I have to lean in there and really examine the bullshit mess we've turned this planet into, I get in an extremely bad mood, and it tends to carry in to my day-to-day life. All week, I've felt angry and more than a little violent. A couple days ago, I stopped just short of going out and looking for a bar fight. Mostly because it's been years since I've gotten in a fight, and I didn't want to know how bad I'd get my ass handed to me.
I'm not blaming my attitude on Hate Week, but it'd be stupid if I didn't concede that it might have helped contribute to my general feeling of rottenness.
I'm not gonna stop, but I think I might need to prepare myself a little better next year. Maybe find a nursing home near my neighborhood for when I need to get into a fight that I don't want to lose.
I also need to get some material prepared ahead of time--some funny stuff to change it up. I had planned on writing a couple humorous posts this year, but it's hard to be funny when you really just want to burn the world down.
Anyway, I'm bringing it back next year, so you sunsabitches have until then to straighten up. Because I'm also getting some matches for next Hate Week.