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Now you can rent all your demons for free. by Jesse Printer Friendly

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Things stack up. I have ideas, I write them down, hoping sometime I'll take a look at it again and everything will come to me. It'll flow out and I'll finish my thoughts. It doesn't happen much. But I still enjoy the fragments that come out from time to time. So here's some of that from the last two or three months, raw, unpolished, incomplete.

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"So you admit it!"

"I'm a spy, you fool... I don't admit anything."

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Stairs.

When I can't stop thinking. When it hurts so much to keep thinking. There's always way too much to think about. So stairs help. To dissipate the hurt. Hundreds of beating steps rushing the course through my limbs. Fire and ice in my throat in my lungs, and hundreds of things I don't realize... Like the dust and the water in the air, and they enter me like all those unwanted thoughts so I run harder. Up.

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I'm happy to make you happy, and love you with everything I have inside me. There's a lot there, and it delights me to give my all in loving you and cherishing you... because it comes so naturally to do so and because I

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Nothing to live for, nothing to gain

nothing for solace but heartache and pain

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Like a shockwave. Like a big damn shockwave in a teacup in your face.

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She looked at me

and in the same moment that her loved showed me immortality

there, the same

never have I so much wanted to die.

To curl up in her arms

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Let's play some video games.

Wow dude, you really suck at this.

Shut up.

No, I mean it. You're really terrible.

Ah, well I guess I should've spent my afternoon practicing to give you a challenge rather than laying around with my dick in your mom.

Jason! I'm standing right here.

Right, well... I stand by my insult.

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Now you can rent all your demons for free.

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My name is Pi.

How'd you get that name?

My mother said I was small and irrational, but in a weird way... I made sense.

Was your mother a mathematician?

No, she was actually quite pretty.

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I've forgotten

all the things I used to be

now it's been so long

since I've been me

that me

yours, mine, ours

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I'd never again have to look back, if I could feel a kiss the way I've felt a kiss goodbye.


Comments:
Entered By Ray From Austin
2008-04-09 02:35:39

The serious bits were good and all, but I really enjoyed the video game one and the Pi one.


Entered By rik From Unknown
2008-04-09 17:48:00

I really like the video game one too--mostly because of the mom. That one made me laugh out loud.


Entered By Karen From Indiana
2008-04-10 23:23:02

That video one is a riot. I hate leaving lame comments like, "that was funny." But yeah, it's worth confirming.


Entered By Jesse From Austin
2008-04-15 04:39:15

Thanks. I really hate telling people thanks because it makes them think they've done something right. But if complimenting me isn't right, I ask you, what is? But seriously, thanks very much.


Entered By Juli From Germany
2009-06-15 09:15:50

I like the Pi one best ;-)



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