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Benevolent brute, and rightly so.
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Jesse
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by Jesse
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| My busstop, when I was young, was the stop sign at the nearer end of my road. Truly, the stop was more dominated by the ... |
| September 02, 2010 |
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by Jesse
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| Windows burning brightly
a million yards are one
and his face is streaked in reckless shadow.
streams of unwound futu... |
| August 19, 2010 |
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by Jesse
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| Blazing slowness. Tremors. Unbidden.
Rebellious muscle. Lengthened tendon.
Flame-licked wind-pipe and stinging sweat
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| August 19, 2010 |
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by Jesse
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| Imagine if you will, a glass of water
as if you were very young
so that that glass and that water
were new, keen thin... |
| March 24, 2009 |
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by Jesse
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Have you ever felt Nothing?
I mean really waking up and reaching out
and feeling nothing there between your
fing... |
| March 24, 2009 |
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by Jesse
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| Oh, my brother, Bob
I could play that big guitar
in our mariachi band
What's it called again Well I
Think that woul... |
| December 06, 2008 |
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by Jesse
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| It's been a long time since I posted, and this surely will not make up for the absence, but it was just wierd enough to ... |
| November 13, 2008 |
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by Jesse
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| Well, Hate Week. I haven't missed you after all. However, I'm pretty fricken tired, cause it's the middle of the night a... |
| August 12, 2008 |
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by Jesse
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| There's an empty corner in my livingroom. Really it's filled with clutter right now, but when I finally put that stuff a... |
| August 10, 2008 |
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| April 09, 2008 |
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by Jesse
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| Such a pity
that at night I lie
and there's no one there to see
if I sleep
and make sleep sounds sweet
or lie awa... |
| March 29, 2008 |
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by Jesse
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| This started as just a comment on Ray's post about his trip to the supermarket... |
| January 18, 2008 |
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by Jesse
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| The phone rings, and I say Hello? And they say Hello. And I say Hello. Oh, can you hear me? Of course I can, I say. I'm ... |
| December 13, 2007 |
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by Jesse
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| I’ve had it since I was born. Carried it all my life, drawing on it when I need it, but time blurs all things – memory, ... |
| December 13, 2007 |
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by Jesse
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| I wake up in the morning, and I take a pill. I wretch. I don't know why. It's so little. It takes ten minutes and my sto... |
| November 06, 2007 |
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by Jesse
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| She had a voice like honey
and eyes like amber fire
and she served her breakfast
at Chick-Fil-A.
One smiled wi... |
| August 13, 2007 |
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by Jesse
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| August 07, 2007 |
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by Jesse
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| I'd rather have a bottle in front of me than win a phlebotomist lottery.
Hilarious. My soul is roused to bois... |
| May 24, 2007 |
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by Jesse
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| Hello, All. The job I have right now is through a small temp agency. It's a woman-owned business...says so right on thei... |
| May 10, 2007 |
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by Jesse
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| My life kinda feels like a trainride. Everywhere I go, I feel a little cramped, and the people I meet - well, you talk, ... |
| March 11, 2007 |
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by Jesse
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| Father
is a man with calloused hands
practiced and precise
whose pen can ink the artists lines
whose beauty he deni... |
| December 31, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| Now that I'm home, I'm going to have to try and stay busy. I haven't done a very good job of it so far, but it does feel... |
| December 31, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| I went to see a doctor today. I'm pretty sure I'm depressed, and that I have been for a very long time, some ways. It's ... |
| December 30, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| I wonder things. I wonder about the day, about politics and society, about life and what I'm supposed to do with it... S... |
| December 05, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| Reluctantly we danced, gangly arms outstretched.
Crumpled wrappers strewn, still no satisfaction.
Bubble y... |
| November 06, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| Wordless, breathless
feeling restless
a hunger rises in my throat
I'm out the door
before I know
whipping coatta... |
| October 17, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| Hello, Fellows.
It has been a shamefully long time since my last update or post. By some grace, I'm back again, alth... |
| September 25, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| Preface: Hello, Strangelanders. I was reminded of an exercise ... |
| May 12, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| On the edge of a hundred babbling brooks
as on the tips of tongues
the world leaves a sensitivity of feeling
as of so... |
| May 12, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| Somewhere, on a lonely street, a perfect line of elms keep the company of a roadway whose intent is long forgotten. It i... |
| April 07, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| Motherfucker.
I reach for my gun, but it's not there, and the quickness of my motion is instantly nauseating. There's... |
| January 18, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| Night shadow has consumed the land
The world's torch lies cold and broken
Humanity stood but couldn't stand
before a ... |
| January 18, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| Hate Week! Baby, this is my time to shine! I, for one, believe there's not enough hate in the world. Well really it's ju... |
| January 08, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| Allow me to promulgate (convenient Joshable link) ... |
| January 03, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| Wow, 2006. Nine months from now, I'll be reborn as a 24 year old, working class citizen. Fancy that. I wonder what other... |
| January 01, 2006 |
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by Jesse
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| Well, that last post of mine got pretty well... |
| December 25, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| December 25, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| It's finals time at UT... which sucks, cause I was done thinking about this crap about two weeks ago and yet effort is s... |
| December 15, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| Lord, I miss your wily antics.
Your willful, sad repose
and indomitable hatred of man -
well, it really ticks me off
... |
| December 14, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| Dream is the method by which we have resolved to reconcile this we urge to be truth with that which, by any means, must ... |
| December 10, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| Let's back up a bit.
It was a crisp, dry day in December. I was home from college for the holidays and bored off my a... |
| November 17, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| The smooth, cool glass had fogged over and become spotted with his fingerprints. He stared down into his hand in contemp... |
| November 14, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| Donny was a mouse of nominal stature, but all the other mice in the neighborhood new him as Big Donny...
Big Donny woo... |
| November 14, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| Now you see in movies, all the time, about mutation bestowing an enormous power and responsibility, and it always seem t... |
| November 14, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| Oh kindred sinner born to breathe
take this world’s torment
fill thine chaos cup and drink
of savory natures sours
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| November 14, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| A man who takes and never gives, sics censure on the life he lives.
A man who gives and ne'er does take, lives in drea... |
| November 14, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| knightly winged warrior
behooved and moved to rebel
sees the son his saving graces
and sins most meant for hell
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| November 08, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| In 2185, things had gotten out of hand. The latest and thus far most outrageous boom generation had just come of age in ... |
| October 29, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| The day is long as I am
it stretches pulses fade
as it was against you laid
It's hard without you here
I take streng... |
| October 18, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| I was smiling lightly and stepping briskly, making my way out of the computer lab to eventually make my way toward my bu... |
| October 13, 2005 |
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by Jesse
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| I'm thinking of getting a tattoo. I'm thinking of getting a tattoo of a guy with a sweet face, dressed in engineering ca... |
| October 11, 2005 |
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